Life's Three Stages:

Infancy, Ego, and Transcendence- Part Two

 

Michael Washburn interviewed by Paul Bernstein

 

PB: You describe the human condition as an interplay between our individual self as ego (the self we think we are), and a larger realm of vital, spiritual, and often unconscious forces you call the "Dynamic Ground". How did you come to this term, "Dynamic Ground," and what does it include?

 

MW: Actually, it took me ten years to write the book, The Ego and the Dynamic Ground, and I didn't come up with the title until I was very nearly done. So I was pleased when the concept and the title finally fell into place. I use the word "Ground" straightforwardly to refer to the underlying basis or seat of the psyche. The Ground is the fundamental source of spontaneously active psychic potentials, including such things as instinctual impulses, feelings, and even our creative, imaginal and intuitive cognition. And because this seat or source of our psychic life is not static, but is alive and spontaneously active, I call it the Dynamic Ground.  I understand the Ground also as a source of energy, by which I mean not just instinctual libido or psychic energy, but also spiritual power. It's my view, therefore, that our psychic life is not divided into two antithetical kinds of powers, libido and spirit, at war with one another, but thatbasically there is a single power which can express itself in our sexuality or instinctuality – and also freely and fully in our spiritual life.

 

PB: Now that's a bit surprising. Most traditions see those as two opposed forces -- the "id" versus the "superego", the profane versus the sacred, "demonic forces" versus "angelic". What led you to be unwilling to keep those things separate, to reject that traditional dualism?

 

MW: That's an extremely important question. There are Gnostic and dualist traditions that look at religion basically as an otherworldly, disembodied affair and regard instinctuality on the one hand and spirituality on the other as being in conflict. They assume that both powers vie for the allegiance of the ego and its will.  That is not a picture of the psyche and its movement towards spirituality that I find very integral or holistic. I prefer a view that sees spirituality and embodiment, spirituality and sexuality, as being at home with each other. And I view fulfilled spirituality as spirituality above all in the body, with the body as the temple of spiritual power. Our sexual life, robust and healthy, is entirely in harmony with our spiritual outreaching towards others in generosity of heart.

 

PB: You always put the term "Dynamic Ground" in capital letters. Does that mean it includes --or stands for -- God?

 

MW: It could, but I don't know. I don't really know what the sources of our spiritual life are. It may well be that what I call the power of the Ground, which we experience within the context of our own psyche, has its ultimate source beyond the psyche. The power of the Ground may in fact be the spirit of God, as we experience it within the intimacy of the soul, and within the intimacy of our relationships with other people. But I don't know whether it originates outside the psyche. I suspend judgment on its ultimate source because a judgment on that isn't needed, as far as the theoretical position I'm trying to formulate is concerned.

 

PB: In one of your books you have a chart that shows this surprising range of our personal experience of the Dynamic Ground -- from the lowly id all the way to God, so to speak -- as we grow up from infancy into old age. I want to present that chart here in a simplified form so you can trace the human life cycle with our readers.

 

MW: Well, Paul, that is a pretty ambitious suggestion. It could lead to a very technical and convoluted response on my part, and I could end up confusing myself and everyone else! But let me see if I can say a few things about the major turning points in life. I do believe that the powerof the Dynamic Ground -- the very stuff of spirituality that emerges within our soul, even if its ultimate origin is beyond our soul -- does manifest through our life in a wide variety of ways which are nonetheless coherent.

MW: At the very beginning of life, I consider the infant to be embedded in the Dynamic Ground, and to be very much absorbed in its numinous power. The baby can hardly distinguish between feelings that arise from within its own body and feelings that come from its interaction with Mother (or whoever is the primary caregiver). But after a few months of experience, the infant begins to discover that some things are connected to its body (like its fingers and toes) and other things are not (like mother's breast and the bars of its crib). The infant begins to locate a boundary between its physical self and the rest of the world and this begins the emergence of our "Body Ego", our division of the world into "self" and "other"  Nevertheless, this self and other are still warmly contained within an intimate, cherished relationship of the infant with the caregiver. The baby still experiences the outer object (the mother or other primary caregiver) along with an inner correlate, a sort of inner womb along with the outer womb. Besides enjoying the embrace and nurture of the outer caregiver, we still feel immersed in the inner ground of our being. Then, as psychoanalytic object-relations theorists have explained, the baby begins to realize how acutely its safety and well-being depend upon actions of the caregiver and finds itself in what might be called an acute approach-avoidance, ambivalent relationship with the caregiver. On the one hand, the infant is committed to exploring the world, and to enjoying its independence as a separate being (ego). On the other hand, it still wants delicious intimacy with the caregiver. This ambivalence -- wanting to be independent from and merged with the same Mother -- becomes intolerable, so the child decides that there are two Mothers, the "Good Mother" and the"Terrible Mother".

 

PB: One could say that the Good Mother is the image the baby creates inside his mind when the real mother holds him lovingly when he wants, and lets him move independently when he wants. And the Terrible Mother is the image the baby creates when the real mother ignores him or when she restricts him?

 

MW: Yes. And because the relationship between the child and its primary caregiver is experienced at the same time internally as a relationship between the ego and the inner ground, this depth dimension of experience also splits dramatically into two sides, light and dark. Yet such a split becomes intolerable for the ego -- so it ignores or represses its inner split core, perpetrating the first or "original" act of repression. This repression, on balance, plays a positive role for the future development of the child. The ego becomes viable. It's no longer caught in a Manichean world of good versus evil. It has firm ground now, and clear air; it can develop in the peaceful conditions of latency.

 

PB: But this separation from the anxiety of its dependency is won at a certain cost?

 

MW: Yes. To make the passage I am talking about involves serious loss; not just the loss of intimacy in relationships but also the loss of contact with inner spiritual resources. The two go hand in hand. So if we are never again as open to interpersonal possibilities after original repression, neither are we ever again as open to our inner spiritual resources.

 

PB: And what happens after "original repression"?

 

MW: After repression, the power of the Dynamic Ground is rendered dormant for the most part. Original -- or as I now prefer to call it, following Freud, "primal" repression -- reduces the Dynamic Ground to the power of the "unconscious". Perhaps it's re-experienced in our dream life at night -- which does have a numinous, powerful aspect to it. Otherwise, I think -- and this is to speak in an old-fashioned psychoanalytic way -- the power of the Ground is reduced to a latent, primarily instinctual organization. During the latency period, the power of the Ground is dormant. I don't want to say that it's rendered completely dormant, because the power of the Ground is still active in diminished form as psychic energy. Moreover, we do have peak experiences; there are still episodes of transporting creativity. We still experience moments of numinous awe. But these experiences tend to be rare -- they tend to be just that, "peak" experiences. For the most part, we look back at the wonders of childhood with nostalgia, as if something profound had been lost along the way. Then, during puberty, sexuality is awakened, and though it's probably not an acceptable idea to many, I wonder if the ecstasy of sexual orgasm is not in its own very limited way a manner in which we as post-adolescents and adults begin again to experience the power of the Dynamic Ground.

 

PB: Yes. It's pretty clear that the moment of orgasm is a release from entrapment within the ego and a re-opening to the eternal, and to energies of transport and union. But immediately after that moment, people tend to hurriedly withdraw back into their egos. The cliche question of two lovers in bed, "Was that good for you?", is a question framed by the ego, not an expression of being-here-now!  So would you say that for adults to end the loneliness they feel from confinement within the once-safe boundaries of the ego, by risking intimacy with somebody else, means forcing open those gates of primal repression? And is that why it's so hard for people to sustain intimacy and why, in the process of trying to make a relationship work, they often have to go through a psychotherapeutic process? It would seem that reaching out to others in intimate honesty often requires undoing the early repression. And doing so can be so fearful and difficult that we turn to therapy to help guide us through. The defended boundaries that earlier protected us as children, now restrict us as adults. And adults who choose not to burst those boundaries we observe as rigid indeed, and unhappy, confined.

 

MW: An excellent point. That is indeed an implication. Deep interpersonal intimacy is at the same time deep psychodynamic opening. And they both are experienced as threatening, unfortunately, as much as we may desire them.

 

PB: That may also explain why many spiritual traditions find it helpful to lead somebody through that re-opening of the primal repression by establishing a warm, trusting, personal, intimate relationship, either in the "teaching religions" like Hinduism and Zen with their gurus and sensei-masters, or in some forms of Christianity where the first step expected of someone is to develop a personal relationship with Jesus -- not to think of him as the entire Dynamic Ground, so to speak, the entire universal God, but just as another person, to get a trusting sense of intimacy in their internal, spiritual life.

 

MW: Yes, I agree entirely. At those junctures in our life when it seems as though we're opening both to deeper interpersonal intimacy and, correspondingly, to deeper intrapsychic opening, we are vulnerable. And, therefore, we need wise, consistent, and nurturing leaders. Moreover, it's at exactly these times that object-relationships laid down in early years of life are re-awakened and projected onto the people who are entering our life. So we are vulnerable to the replay of early relationships with our parents and how we internalized them.

 

PB: Besides intimacy, another way that you emphasize for adults to let in the Dynamic Ground is meditation. Indeed, you call meditation the "Royal Road to the Unconscious" – reapplying Freud's famous label for our dreamlife.

 

MW: Yes, a question I asked myself was, "Once repression has succeeded in walling off the ego from the Dynamic Ground, how can the ego still access the unconscious?" One answer is: by quitting the posture that separates the ego from the unconscious -- a posture of repression and alienation. And that is accomplished, I suggest, by the practice of steadfast attention -- by NOT DOING. Not-doing helps to dismantle the resistances by which the ego keeps itself closed to the influences of the unconscious. And the practice of not-doing is especially effective when it is combined with a sense of humble, grateful reverence. But that's only one direction. I also asked myself, "How does the unconscious contact the ego?" And here I think we can talk about dreams, about neurotic symptom formation as Freud and Jung did, and about the therapeutic practices of "free association" and "active imagination". Also, altered states of consciousness are ways in which the deep unconscious communicates with the ego.

 

PB: When you studied these various methods for reopening communication with the Dynamic Ground (the unconscious), did you read about them only, or did you also try to experience them personally?

 

MW: My experience was, I think, typical for the time in the late 60s and early 70s. Eastern spirituality was popular and, yes, I practiced meditation and yoga for many years. Indeed, the initial ideas of the book grew out of a transformative process I began to undergo about twenty years ago, a process that could well be called "a dark night of the soul". It was a difficult period in my life. I experienced openings which were painful and challenging.  In the midst of that process, I was urgently motivated to understand what was happening to me, both in terms of the psychology behind the process and the spiritual potentiality inherent in it. I strongly hoped that the process was a developmental passage and not just a psychological problem. I prayed that the pain I was experiencing was part of a growth process which would ultimately lead to greater wholeness. So the original motivation for me to begin this research and writing was, as it were, to look ahead into the future of my own transformation, so that I might understand where I had been and where I was going, to understand its ensuing, unfolding stages. I felt a need to find a place for my experience within a coherent theoretical perspective. That's what I did in my first book in its first edition,* I believe, and I've been trying to extend and enrich that perspective in the writings I've done since that time.*

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*[Editor's Note: Michael Washburn's first book is The Ego and the Dynamic Ground, and his second, Transpersonal Psychology in Psychoanalytic Perspective. Both are published by the State University of New York Press, Albany, NY 12246.].11